well...

I sit down to blog over and over again and never get anything out that I like. there is so much going on....both good and bad....that I can't seem to get into the proper words here. Some because it is private things I'm dealing with -- and I know I tell you guys a LOT, but some of this stuff just can't get out....not just yet... So when I feel like I can spill it....you know I will.

so instead I just sit here silent, with lots of thoughts running through my head....here and there and everywhere.

so in the mean time, until I can get my words back....say some prayers for me....that everything calms down, that I can see what's God's purpose is for me in multiple areas of my life, for peace about changes in my life (some wanted, some unwanted), and just for overall joy...because lately there has been a lot of tears. Partly because of my darn thyroid...I admit, it is WAY out of whack again.

 Everythings okay...I promise...just a lot going on. And don't think I have even started Christmas Shopping yet. Thank goodness my family realizes that hanging out with me for Christmas is a good present! Ha ha ha ha ha.

so until I can get it together...I hope everyone has a VERY Merry Christmas - and knows and understands the true reason for the season. I promise to update more soon...