i wrote my last post last night, through a sea of tears. It was bad, I admit...I called my sister, and another friend and was up late trying to sort through all of my feelings. And then I did my bible study....
and of course, in a way only God can, everything that was there was something that I needed to hear. Over and over again, it was talking about you don't need to know the WHY, all you need to know is the WHO, which is God. He is the one that controls everything, and he knows what he is doing. It is all according to HIS plan...not mine, not yours, but HIS.
and I needed that. SO VERY BADLY. I'll post some more about it later....but I wanted you to know that I am not about to jump off a cliff or anything. And I appreciate everyone who has emailed me / called me / texted me....your words mean a lot to me -- I am so very blessed to be surrounded and supported by so many friends!
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